you are my rainy day's sunshine...

kl baninilove - half-frozen in helvetia singin 'try sleepin with a broken heart'

miss east - half-crazy in sugbu singin' 'b boy baby'

let's do this again and again and again, soulsister.

please do not tudtud my gamatiting na siki.

and no, you are not gonna call me in the middle of the night just to scream 'bulok kaw!!!'

i'm sending you all the hugs to keep you warm.

you know i love you.

x,

v

Deadfish

banini love

1:31amVanessa

nihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

nihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

kumusta naman kaw?

1:52amDeadfish

nihhhhh

1:52amDeadfish

ok ra ako

miss u

cge kami ka chat ni rana dri

1:52amVanessa

oo

close gud kamo

hahahahahahha

1:52amDeadfish

sa march cja mobalik diha

hahahaha

jawa

1:52amVanessa

lang.a ajaw na

ok ra an cebu na waya sija

1:53amDeadfish

taglang an ko bitaw

inday ton cja maski unhon pag away kay magkatawa ra

tala

1:53amVanessa

on second thought, lang a sija dayhan ako nan bonggang bongga na mga bracelet

lang.a hu

1:53amDeadfish

ay oo

cge

oo sure

1:53amVanessa

oo

1:53amDeadfish

daghan ton sa india

1:53amVanessa

malingaw ra man adto sija awayon

oo

lang.a na for your friend vanessa

1:54amDeadfish

az n

1:54amVanessa

hu!?!

1:54amDeadfish

oo lagi

1:54amVanessa

kay bikini untana na kay maluja man sila, mag haboy man sila maligo dagat, amu na bracelets ra kan

hamok. jaon matabunan ako

1:55amDeadfish

lang on ko adton kagwang

hahhahahaaha kabuang sa kadlawon oi.

cause the games that you play keep driving me away...

my 2010 (so far) in bullet points:

• siargao with banini love.
• sinulog. too crowded or maye am just getting old.
• new friends. lovely. loveable.
• a promotion.
  
• said goodbye to beka boy who will be known as the boywhocriedwolf from now on.
  
• bought tickets for singapore come april. maybe, hello jakarta, too!
  
• cried balde baldeng luha on a blue monday.
• learned how to do those hand cherva2 of boyzone's love me for a reason. amBOREDlikethat.
• so far, so good. Ö
  

(innuendo swimsuit, pink CK thingie, TOPSHOP biker jacket, thrifted rolling stones shirt, terranova grey shorts nine west bag, TOPSHOP dress CK sunglasses)

she IS stargirl..

she takes from the sun...
but gives to the moon...

sometimes, i wish THIS is what busy really looks like. i have been working my ass really hard these past few weeks. not that i am complaining 'cause i have never felt more comfortable in a workplace in my six years of being an overworked/underpaid ant. any given day is being spent (not-so-well) on getting enough shuteye, meeting deadlines and meeting up with friends who are leaving soon. and with my whoreish tendencies (read: wearing a shirt masquerading as a dress, sequins and leathers and feathers and really skimpy shorts/skirts) trying to look a wee bit presentable in the corporate world everysingleday is HARDWORK. now, you don't put 50 girls under one roof and expect them to not be critical with just about anything, do you? girls are such wonderful creatures -- we judge each other not with our IQs but with how far we can actually walk-run in 5 inch stilettos without losing our sanity. sometimes i wish sneakers could make my legs look longer. i'd be a happier soul. but then again, maybe not. i wore heels in a PE class one time and was excused from the ballgame and got a 1.25 final grade to boot.
so, what am i exactly whining about? i just wish the days were longer and the nights cooler. maybe by then i could be under the sun longer or be howling at the moon and not worry about not getting enough sleep. because of all the things i love, sleeping tops the list.