Monday, December 31, 2012

what now?

happpppy new year, everyone!

officially unemployed as of today. :p

Friday, December 28, 2012


The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.

Sit. Feast on your life.

Derek Walcott

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

for women who are 'difficult' to love

you are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn't you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can't make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Three's A Charm!

1. nang bumigay ang rack ni anaz. hehe 2. the chaos that was BU3 3. take 2, ms. siantar! :)
4. The Divine Miss Lee with the count 5. manille vanille. 6. i think i scared him when i told him all my friends wanted a photo of him :) 7. bleh. hahaha Y U SOOO guapo, mr guison? 8. Cebu Fashion Bloggers yopakerns. 9. stalking mr. kingdom of the C. (napag-utusan lang po. swear. chos)
annnnd, yes, we all what know this means *winks

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

LIFE LATELY 53433156

1. 3. - saying bye bye to multiply (didn't get to salvage photos from 2005~2007. BOO.)
2. hello, my old friend
3. poison.
4. pavlova from CMYK :)
5. Apollo from Zamboanga, thank you, jehada-inn!
6. pa lonely2 at CMYK
7. party on with my adoptive OMD family
8. gone dark.

Monday, December 3, 2012